Let's go
somewhere
Somewhere
only we know
Take a trip
starting with your smile
and ending with a sigh
Follow the path
that crosses the distance
between our breaths
Begin our journey
to arms called
home again
Let's get out of here
to the place where thoughts
are like cloud watching
and you are the ground
I can rest my heart on
Falling like a star
to the only place gravity
knows is safe
Just for a second
let's go somewhere
together
{Prompt: "If you have a second why don't we go, somewhere only we know" less than 30 lines}
Copyright: August 27, 2013
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- Dear Heart,
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- Annihilation
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- Even the Sun Can Cry
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An attempt at slam poetry: I feel like a Child
The first time you took my hand,
I knew the world would spin forward now.
I could stop backpedaling through the dark shadows of my mind and
just breathe
I knew I had found someone worthy of "best friend".
I mean that in the way that you are the best person
of all the people I know
of all the friends that I have
you are the best prize in my collection of hearts.
I won the day I met you.
If I could write a poem every day, all of them would be about you
because I know you always have time to read them.
When you took my hand, my head stopped.
All the thoughts from the years of anxiety and depression
vanished like a tidal wave washing away the sand.
You found my lost child and told her the monsters were gone
shining your light on all the broken mirrors shattered by loved ones past
I could never get you out of my mind.
My brain and my heart have always been connected,
so since I let you hold onto my heart I've been captive.
However my emotions are still childlike
when I don't get to see you, I feel like I can't remember you
I want to remember everything about you
The way you hold your weight when you walk in a room
The way you play music to fill the silence
The way you side smile when you're truly happy.
The longer we're apart, the more my heart feels like it's coming back to me.
I don't want it anymore.
When I don't get to see you, I feel like my skin is empty.
There's no one to lean on me while watching movies
There's no one to hit when they're making fun of me.
There's no one to hold onto when my trigger wires are cut.
The longer we're apart the more distance of time keeps me from you.
I can't wait anymore.
I know I'm not losing you, but lending you out like a library book
there's always the potential of no return.
I tell myself, "I'm an adult", but why is it when you have to make a choice
my 4 year old heart wants to sit in the corner or in the middle of a parking lot
and pout and cry and scream "Pick me!
I was here first!"
How much dust must collect on my heart before you'll pick it up again?
I love you
and I will wait.
No matter how long it takes.
My world is still spinning forward.
My hand is still open for you to take.
Copyright: August 16, 2013
Copyright: August 16, 2013
Liquid Sun
i.
Sun rising with your smile,
make the darkness
hide it's torment
behind your teeth.
I could never shine like you.
ii.
Submerged in tears,
proximity my only
life vest.
I am lost at sea.
Nauseated by
emotional upheaval.
When did I get lost?
iii.
Patience is a virtue
bottling the
carbonation in my throat.
If you shake me,
I will implode.
iv.
A liquid sun
slipping through
my fingertips.
Our interactions
are intangible.
I wish I could
staple you to
my heart,
so I'd never worry
about you
evaporating.
{Prompt: 3-5 Vignettes}
Copyright: August 15, 2013
Sun rising with your smile,
make the darkness
hide it's torment
behind your teeth.
I could never shine like you.
ii.
Submerged in tears,
proximity my only
life vest.
I am lost at sea.
Nauseated by
emotional upheaval.
When did I get lost?
iii.
Patience is a virtue
bottling the
carbonation in my throat.
If you shake me,
I will implode.
iv.
A liquid sun
slipping through
my fingertips.
Our interactions
are intangible.
I wish I could
staple you to
my heart,
so I'd never worry
about you
evaporating.
{Prompt: 3-5 Vignettes}
Copyright: August 15, 2013
Just Breathe
There are days when the world feels
like it's turning backwards.
The wind is always in your face.
But, hold on tight
The stillness will come.
A pause in all things "life"
just so you can take a breath.
Feel the roses.
Drink the beauty.
Relax in the proximity.
Just wait.
Just be patient.
Just breathe.
Copyright: August 14, 2013
Empty
Too long it's been.
I need you here
next to me.
Holding my heart
in your hands, so
I don't have to keep beating
the darkness away.
My skin feels empty
without you.
{Prompt: Empty}
Copyright: August 12, 2013
I need you here
next to me.
Holding my heart
in your hands, so
I don't have to keep beating
the darkness away.
My skin feels empty
without you.
{Prompt: Empty}
Copyright: August 12, 2013
Whisper to You
I pray you grow into your wings,
sweet child
This world is vast
beyond measure
Fly to every corner
See the unseen
Embrace the wind
Believe in yourself,
darling
For there are many
who will doubt you
exist.
I will always believe in you
{Prompt: picture "Enchanted Whispers"
}
Copyright: August 9, 2013
sweet child
This world is vast
beyond measure
Fly to every corner
See the unseen
Embrace the wind
Believe in yourself,
darling
For there are many
who will doubt you
exist.
I will always believe in you
{Prompt: picture "Enchanted Whispers"
Copyright: August 9, 2013
Darling
Darling,
When my mask feels heavy
beginning to crack
with all the pressure of
smiling through a hurricane,
you carry it for me.
I love the way you think.
When my skin feels
like it's swallowing
my pride, and the
dizziness from the
world spinning beneath
my knees sets in,
you call me home.
I love the way you breathe.
When I need people so desperately
I run, only to lay eyes on
the distance uncrossable in time
to release the bottled tears
before they burst,
you calm my fears.
I love the way you love.
You're irreplaceable,
a necessary straight line.
{Prompt: Write a letter to someone you feel you need to spend more time with}
Copyright: August 8, 2013
When my mask feels heavy
beginning to crack
with all the pressure of
smiling through a hurricane,
you carry it for me.
I love the way you think.
When my skin feels
like it's swallowing
my pride, and the
dizziness from the
world spinning beneath
my knees sets in,
you call me home.
I love the way you breathe.
When I need people so desperately
I run, only to lay eyes on
the distance uncrossable in time
to release the bottled tears
before they burst,
you calm my fears.
I love the way you love.
You're irreplaceable,
a necessary straight line.
{Prompt: Write a letter to someone you feel you need to spend more time with}
Copyright: August 8, 2013
Safe Haven
You are
my safe haven.
There is no better
alternative than
resting my head
against your heart
just for a little while
Even though I may
try to resist sometimes
your love invades
my walls and leaves
all to ruins.
{Prompt: Use 7 word bank words in 40-50 words, 40 words exactly; Word bank words: Against, Alternative, Haven, Heart, Invade, Resist, Ruins}
Copyright: August 6, 2013
my safe haven.
There is no better
alternative than
resting my head
against your heart
just for a little while
Even though I may
try to resist sometimes
your love invades
my walls and leaves
all to ruins.
{Prompt: Use 7 word bank words in 40-50 words, 40 words exactly; Word bank words: Against, Alternative, Haven, Heart, Invade, Resist, Ruins}
Copyright: August 6, 2013
Us
I.
The distance between
our hearts is thick
but thin enough
for you to break
with just one touch
I've been waiting
behind the distance
but you seem to
want it there.
Is this love?
II.
Inside
the loneliness is
killing me with each
breath of withdrawal
You're gone
I should have
stopped you
I should have
stopped you
It's my fault
there's nothing
I can do
to hate you
instead of loving you
and hating myself
III.
Hurting still
I realize
I can still be a princess
just not in your castle
My stars are dim
My brightest one
still in your eyes
You're a thief
Flames watered down
I'm still smoldering
I will burn bright again
without you
I will be whole again
It's my turn to run
{Prompt: 3 vignettes; I. Christina Perri- Distance, II. Kelly Clarkson- I Hate Myself for Losing You, III. Coldplay- Princess of China}
Copyright: August 6, 2013
The distance between
our hearts is thick
but thin enough
for you to break
with just one touch
I've been waiting
behind the distance
but you seem to
want it there.
Is this love?
II.
Inside
the loneliness is
killing me with each
breath of withdrawal
You're gone
I should have
stopped you
I should have
stopped you
It's my fault
there's nothing
I can do
to hate you
instead of loving you
and hating myself
III.
Hurting still
I realize
I can still be a princess
just not in your castle
My stars are dim
My brightest one
still in your eyes
You're a thief
Flames watered down
I'm still smoldering
I will burn bright again
without you
I will be whole again
It's my turn to run
{Prompt: 3 vignettes; I. Christina Perri- Distance, II. Kelly Clarkson- I Hate Myself for Losing You, III. Coldplay- Princess of China}
Copyright: August 6, 2013
Blame
Why can't you just see
what it is that
you've done to me?
You won't know
and you won't ask
I'll just keep on wearing my mask.
Maybe someday
you'll see truth,
lay eyes on scars
from my troubled youth.
{Prompt: 10 lines}
Copyright: August 5, 2013
what it is that
you've done to me?
You won't know
and you won't ask
I'll just keep on wearing my mask.
Maybe someday
you'll see truth,
lay eyes on scars
from my troubled youth.
{Prompt: 10 lines}
Copyright: August 5, 2013
Trust
Trust is
pulling out your own heart
and giving it to someone else
saying,
"You can hold this for a while".
When they say,
"I don't trust you",
you can feel the hole
where your heart used to be,
wishing you could take it back,
but at the same time
knowing you never will.
{Prompt: trust}
Copyright: August 4, 2013
pulling out your own heart
and giving it to someone else
saying,
"You can hold this for a while".
When they say,
"I don't trust you",
you can feel the hole
where your heart used to be,
wishing you could take it back,
but at the same time
knowing you never will.
{Prompt: trust}
Copyright: August 4, 2013
Drowning
At 16 I almost died.
Swimming in the river,
I stepped off the floor's end
and quickly fell.
My brother afraid
grabbed on, trying only
to save himself.
Ever since I've wondered
what it would be like to die.
When life gives you lemons,
are you supposed to cry?
When life pours out it's hardships,
you realize the more you're frowning
that you don't really need water
to feel like you're drowning.
{Prompt: "You don't need water to feel like you're drowning"}
Copyright: August 2, 2013
Swimming in the river,
I stepped off the floor's end
and quickly fell.
My brother afraid
grabbed on, trying only
to save himself.
Ever since I've wondered
what it would be like to die.
When life gives you lemons,
are you supposed to cry?
When life pours out it's hardships,
you realize the more you're frowning
that you don't really need water
to feel like you're drowning.
{Prompt: "You don't need water to feel like you're drowning"}
Copyright: August 2, 2013
On Living Color
Everything was red
Thinking it was love
I tried to breathe it in
Bathe in it and
Hide it in my pockets
When I went to
pull it out again
on a rainy every day
I found a chameleon
who called itself pain
It changed all to blue
getting deeper as I
sank into the ocean
of tears that wouldn't stop
falling from my heart
{Prompt: "I should like the fields tinged with red, the rivers yellow and the trees painted blue. Nature has no imagination.”― Charles Baudelaire}
Copyright: August 2, 2013
Thinking it was love
I tried to breathe it in
Bathe in it and
Hide it in my pockets
When I went to
pull it out again
on a rainy every day
I found a chameleon
who called itself pain
It changed all to blue
getting deeper as I
sank into the ocean
of tears that wouldn't stop
falling from my heart
{Prompt: "I should like the fields tinged with red, the rivers yellow and the trees painted blue. Nature has no imagination.”― Charles Baudelaire}
Copyright: August 2, 2013
Overcome
The only time
I was ever enveloped
completely by your love
was when your heart
reached out and
comforted mine.
You took both my hands.
You locked them in yours.
A moment so fleeting,
I never thought
it would exist again.
To be engulfed by
your caring core,
sensory overload.
Overcome,
I could not move.
If someone had said
"The only way
to save yourself
is to run"
I would have died there.
Melted clay in your hands.
A feeling that only returns
with your gentle touch
in the spot where
I attacked myself.
Complete acceptance.
You cover all wounds,
bandaging my heart with your hands.
You gingerly pry
the broken shards of my soul
out of the lies they've drowned in.
Only you have
the power
to make me feel
like a child
held entirely in the arms
of a loved one;
Safe,
Content,
Overcome.
{Prompt: Overcome}
Copyright: August 1, 2013
I was ever enveloped
completely by your love
was when your heart
reached out and
comforted mine.
You took both my hands.
You locked them in yours.
A moment so fleeting,
I never thought
it would exist again.
To be engulfed by
your caring core,
sensory overload.
Overcome,
I could not move.
If someone had said
"The only way
to save yourself
is to run"
I would have died there.
Melted clay in your hands.
A feeling that only returns
with your gentle touch
in the spot where
I attacked myself.
Complete acceptance.
You cover all wounds,
bandaging my heart with your hands.
You gingerly pry
the broken shards of my soul
out of the lies they've drowned in.
Only you have
the power
to make me feel
like a child
held entirely in the arms
of a loved one;
Safe,
Content,
Overcome.
{Prompt: Overcome}
Copyright: August 1, 2013
Surrendered
Three years, a civil war
A rebellious brain taking
the world out
on body's flesh
Finally someone
interceded
crossing the enemy lines
to raise the white flag
Now the war is over
a new journey begins
Peace has been restored
and I can start the search
for the antebellum me
{Prompt: Antebellum, 50 words exactly}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
A rebellious brain taking
the world out
on body's flesh
Finally someone
interceded
crossing the enemy lines
to raise the white flag
Now the war is over
a new journey begins
Peace has been restored
and I can start the search
for the antebellum me
{Prompt: Antebellum, 50 words exactly}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
Touch
Living life alone
I crave one thing
but it is the only thing
I can never give myself
I long for the touch
of another
simple contact
for even seconds
The vulnerability
is the consequence
for I must rely on
someone else
Fear of unending
non-satisfaction
and rejection
Only one person can I trust
When we touch
we touch entirely
even our hearts reach out
interlocking fingers
{Prompt: "When we touch, we touch entirely"- Anne Sexton}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
I crave one thing
but it is the only thing
I can never give myself
I long for the touch
of another
simple contact
for even seconds
The vulnerability
is the consequence
for I must rely on
someone else
Fear of unending
non-satisfaction
and rejection
Only one person can I trust
When we touch
we touch entirely
even our hearts reach out
interlocking fingers
{Prompt: "When we touch, we touch entirely"- Anne Sexton}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
Relapse
Fighting your own flesh
is tiring
One day the ground you've held
will slip through your fingers
Marked raw with emotion,
you paint the worry on your wrist
But you'll get back up
Pick up the dirt you're waist deep in
and bind the earth with defeat
{Prompt: Relapse}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
is tiring
One day the ground you've held
will slip through your fingers
Marked raw with emotion,
you paint the worry on your wrist
But you'll get back up
Pick up the dirt you're waist deep in
and bind the earth with defeat
{Prompt: Relapse}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
Dear Heart,
Oh Heart,
Be still
and listen
I long to teach you many things
This is how you learn to fly
This is how you beat all on your own
This is how you break the barriers
But you are like a child
looking for a lost balloon
So far gone
you can't remember its color
One day the balloon will come
back down to earth
I pray you'll be there, sweet heart
I pray you'll remember
Please keep beating, little one
I still need you to live
{Prompt: portray your feelings}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
Be still
and listen
I long to teach you many things
This is how you learn to fly
This is how you beat all on your own
This is how you break the barriers
But you are like a child
looking for a lost balloon
So far gone
you can't remember its color
One day the balloon will come
back down to earth
I pray you'll be there, sweet heart
I pray you'll remember
Please keep beating, little one
I still need you to live
{Prompt: portray your feelings}
Copyright: July 31, 2013
Forgetting
My memories slip away
More and more everyday
Some moments should never return
But I'll never forget how your cold eyes burn
{Prompt: Forgetfulness}
Copyright: July 29, 2013
More and more everyday
Some moments should never return
But I'll never forget how your cold eyes burn
{Prompt: Forgetfulness}
Copyright: July 29, 2013
Flames
Engulfed by flames
Only the Phoenix
Can survive
The rebirth
Ashes dead and burned
Come back to life
The only one
Who can be reborn
From my ashes
Is me
{Prompt: Reborn from Ashes, 30 words}
Copyright: July 28, 2013
Only the Phoenix
Can survive
The rebirth
Ashes dead and burned
Come back to life
The only one
Who can be reborn
From my ashes
Is me
{Prompt: Reborn from Ashes, 30 words}
Copyright: July 28, 2013
Annihilation
You won't understand the pain
of self injury
until you begin
the war upon yourself
where the only goal
is complete annihilation
of the skin you call "home"
Only then will you be free
Fenced in by red lines
becoming white scars
Freedom is
bound by the cuffs of
long sleeves and bracelets.
{Prompt: Annihilation}
Copyright: July 26, 2013
of self injury
until you begin
the war upon yourself
where the only goal
is complete annihilation
of the skin you call "home"
Only then will you be free
Fenced in by red lines
becoming white scars
Freedom is
bound by the cuffs of
long sleeves and bracelets.
{Prompt: Annihilation}
Copyright: July 26, 2013
Fears, Fears Everywhere, but not a Soul to Help
fear
skin crawling
hands shaking
pulse racing
all of this I can handle
all of this I can endure
but honestly
nothing is scarier
than the dark hole of
Alone
{Prompt: Autophobia- the fear of being alone}
Copyright: July 25, 2013
skin crawling
hands shaking
pulse racing
all of this I can handle
all of this I can endure
but honestly
nothing is scarier
than the dark hole of
Alone
{Prompt: Autophobia- the fear of being alone}
Copyright: July 25, 2013
Numb
When you're gone
I'm scared that
I'll be numb forever
When you return
I pray I don't lose you
while I climb back into feeling
{Prompt: I'm scared that one day I'll be numb}
Copyright: July 24, 2013
I'm scared that
I'll be numb forever
When you return
I pray I don't lose you
while I climb back into feeling
{Prompt: I'm scared that one day I'll be numb}
Copyright: July 24, 2013
Lazarus
Loved by Jesus
A man struck ill
Zeallessly Jesus waited
A man dead four days
Removed tombstone
Undead a man walks out
Seeing is believing
{Prompt: Acrostic, Lazarus}
Copyright: July 22, 2013
A man struck ill
Zeallessly Jesus waited
A man dead four days
Removed tombstone
Undead a man walks out
Seeing is believing
{Prompt: Acrostic, Lazarus}
Copyright: July 22, 2013
Even the Sun Can Cry
The Sun is known for
her happiness and joy
She is forever revolving alone
Joined by the Moon when
the distance is shorter
She still shines bright when
the distance seems insurmountable
But when you take away the Moon
Even the Sun can cry
{Prompt: "Even the sun can cry"}
Copyright: July 21, 2013
her happiness and joy
She is forever revolving alone
Joined by the Moon when
the distance is shorter
She still shines bright when
the distance seems insurmountable
But when you take away the Moon
Even the Sun can cry
{Prompt: "Even the sun can cry"}
Copyright: July 21, 2013
Bound by Inked Honor
I thought you were my twin
Souls identical in fraternal bodies
A bond marrow deep
Never to be broken
You were my rebellious phase
I adored you like a role model
You are older by age
but younger in maturity
Branded at ninteen
We were marked forever
By ink penetrated
Matching like our hearts
At twenty I realized
I was never like you
Blinded by my love
You caused more damage
I finally could see
A reason to take back my heart
I could now be free
Souls always far apart
Our lives have grown separate
A blessing for us both
Although yours remains the same
My tattoo is forever changed
I am no longer
bound by inked honor
My body can forget you
like my heart wants to do
{Prompt: "Bound by inked honor"}
Copyright: July 19, 2013
Souls identical in fraternal bodies
A bond marrow deep
Never to be broken
You were my rebellious phase
I adored you like a role model
You are older by age
but younger in maturity
Branded at ninteen
We were marked forever
By ink penetrated
Matching like our hearts
At twenty I realized
I was never like you
Blinded by my love
You caused more damage
I finally could see
A reason to take back my heart
I could now be free
Souls always far apart
Our lives have grown separate
A blessing for us both
Although yours remains the same
My tattoo is forever changed
I am no longer
bound by inked honor
My body can forget you
like my heart wants to do
{Prompt: "Bound by inked honor"}
Copyright: July 19, 2013
Burnished Eggshell
Pale and Fragile
My soul is vulnerable
Like an egg
The contents within
So much potential
Carefully pliable
You found it
Sunk in the oceans
of tears
Guarded by
the walls
of distance
You still cared
You promised you'd never leave
and gave back my shine
A burnished eggshell
My soul is with you.
{Prompt: "Burnished" and "Eggshell" in >20 lines}
Copyright: July 18, 2013
My soul is vulnerable
Like an egg
The contents within
So much potential
Carefully pliable
You found it
Sunk in the oceans
of tears
Guarded by
the walls
of distance
You still cared
You promised you'd never leave
and gave back my shine
A burnished eggshell
My soul is with you.
{Prompt: "Burnished" and "Eggshell" in >20 lines}
Copyright: July 18, 2013
Look Behind
Look behind and you see
I've waited for you to notice me
I'm afraid when you turn
You'll shoot looks unconcerned
{Prompt: "Look behind and you see..." 21 words exactly}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
I've waited for you to notice me
I'm afraid when you turn
You'll shoot looks unconcerned
{Prompt: "Look behind and you see..." 21 words exactly}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
Certainty
Grey lines everywhere
Uncertain of what should be crossed
Certainly some need crossing
We get closer
Uncertain of how close is too far
Certainly we both need it
With certainty know that I love you
{Prompt: choose a poem by the host and use it as a prompt, 35 words}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
Uncertain of what should be crossed
Certainly some need crossing
We get closer
Uncertain of how close is too far
Certainly we both need it
With certainty know that I love you
{Prompt: choose a poem by the host and use it as a prompt, 35 words}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
Postcard
I.
To: My Heart
Why can't you beat
when you're alone?
Please,
You don't need to wait for him.
II.
Refused Delivery- Return to Sender
{Prompt: Write two vignettes, "Postcard". [II is not technically a vignette, but I chose to keep the emotion factor instead of editing to comply]}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
To: My Heart
Why can't you beat
when you're alone?
Please,
You don't need to wait for him.
II.
Refused Delivery- Return to Sender
{Prompt: Write two vignettes, "Postcard". [II is not technically a vignette, but I chose to keep the emotion factor instead of editing to comply]}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
Standing
Standing here
Next to you
But slightly behind
I want to be close
as close as I can get
without touching
You are in front
because where you lead
I will always follow
Close enough
to show equality
Far enough ahead
to show your superiority
I am humbled to be worthy of your presence
{Prompt: "Standing here...next to you"}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
Next to you
But slightly behind
I want to be close
as close as I can get
without touching
You are in front
because where you lead
I will always follow
Close enough
to show equality
Far enough ahead
to show your superiority
I am humbled to be worthy of your presence
{Prompt: "Standing here...next to you"}
Copyright: July 17, 2013
If Only...
If only I had met you sooner
You could have been mine
I could have been yours
The love would be ours
I can feel your heart in mine
But mine will never be in yours.
You are completely hers
Forever you'll be the two of you
Recently getting closer
I've felt your strength
Wishing for arms like yours
To hold me and support me
So deeply connected
We think exactly the same
A quality couples adore
is another like you in store?
I can not say a word
A silent plea
That you will choose me
But my love for her is greater still
This will remain a secret crush
A bottled message
Never to be revealed
Never to be touched
{Prompt: Secret Crush}
Copyright: July 16, 2013
You could have been mine
I could have been yours
The love would be ours
I can feel your heart in mine
But mine will never be in yours.
You are completely hers
Forever you'll be the two of you
Recently getting closer
I've felt your strength
Wishing for arms like yours
To hold me and support me
So deeply connected
We think exactly the same
A quality couples adore
is another like you in store?
I can not say a word
A silent plea
That you will choose me
But my love for her is greater still
This will remain a secret crush
A bottled message
Never to be revealed
Never to be touched
{Prompt: Secret Crush}
Copyright: July 16, 2013
Pain of Silence
Silence
Words flung
all toward me
while I wait
in
Silence
Stop talking
Nobody wants your opinion
Who asked you
You're not listening
You never pay attention to me
I can't handle all your problems
You're just bringing me down
Why don't you ever talk?
Sit still
Stop doing that
Don't slouch
You can't sit like that
You look funny when you do that
What are you doing
You look ridiculous
Why are you so self-conscious?
Don't touch me
You're hurting me
You're in my space
People will see
Get off of me
Well that was awkward
You're too close
Why don't you ever touch people?
You shouldn't be eating that
You should lose a few pounds
You're too big
You've got quite the gut
Why don't you diet
I think you need a bigger size
Are you sure that's going to fit
Why aren't you eating?
Way to go
It's all your fault
Wow you're stupid
Do you like me yelling at you
You must like the attention
Otherwise you wouldn't do stupid things
I can't believe you would do that
Why do you feel like a failure?
Silence
Wait for the words to stop
Wait for the chance
to get away
to get alone
Silence
Every tongue held back
Every word becomes
a shed tear
and
a new wound
as the silence is filled by
the sound of the blade
Until all that is left
is the
Pain of Silence
{Prompt: Pain of Silence}
Copyright: July 16, 2013
Words flung
all toward me
while I wait
in
Silence
Stop talking
Nobody wants your opinion
Who asked you
You're not listening
You never pay attention to me
I can't handle all your problems
You're just bringing me down
Why don't you ever talk?
Sit still
Stop doing that
Don't slouch
You can't sit like that
You look funny when you do that
What are you doing
You look ridiculous
Why are you so self-conscious?
Don't touch me
You're hurting me
You're in my space
People will see
Get off of me
Well that was awkward
You're too close
Why don't you ever touch people?
You shouldn't be eating that
You should lose a few pounds
You're too big
You've got quite the gut
Why don't you diet
I think you need a bigger size
Are you sure that's going to fit
Why aren't you eating?
Way to go
It's all your fault
Wow you're stupid
Do you like me yelling at you
You must like the attention
Otherwise you wouldn't do stupid things
I can't believe you would do that
Why do you feel like a failure?
Silence
Wait for the words to stop
Wait for the chance
to get away
to get alone
Silence
Every tongue held back
Every word becomes
a shed tear
and
a new wound
as the silence is filled by
the sound of the blade
Until all that is left
is the
Pain of Silence
{Prompt: Pain of Silence}
Copyright: July 16, 2013
Dreams
As a small child
I welcomed death
But I never tempted fate.
I would dream
of being grown up and
making all my own decisions.
I felt as if
I would die young,
Never seeing old age
Now I'm older and
my dreams are reality
Feelings of death remain constant
Dreams change
to what lies ahead, but
death would be a dream I'd hate living
{Prompt: "I'm loving my dream, why do I hate living it?"}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
I welcomed death
But I never tempted fate.
I would dream
of being grown up and
making all my own decisions.
I felt as if
I would die young,
Never seeing old age
Now I'm older and
my dreams are reality
Feelings of death remain constant
Dreams change
to what lies ahead, but
death would be a dream I'd hate living
{Prompt: "I'm loving my dream, why do I hate living it?"}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
It is Dated Back to the Time I Loved You
I found your letter
The one you wrote to me upset
Full of emotion
Crumpled lined paper
Words fill around the tear spots
Pink pen ink
Memories long ago
It is dated back to the time I loved you
Now no more
A page full of truths
You meant every word then
Now simple lies
You had my heart
But you abused the power
Broken pieces
I forgave you
I can never look at you the same
You must move on
I've replaced you
My heart has been mended
Your letter is ash
{Prompt: "It is dated back to the time I loved you..."}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
The one you wrote to me upset
Full of emotion
Crumpled lined paper
Words fill around the tear spots
Pink pen ink
Memories long ago
It is dated back to the time I loved you
Now no more
A page full of truths
You meant every word then
Now simple lies
You had my heart
But you abused the power
Broken pieces
I forgave you
I can never look at you the same
You must move on
I've replaced you
My heart has been mended
Your letter is ash
{Prompt: "It is dated back to the time I loved you..."}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
You Were Like Lightning
Lightning strikes
Touch unwanted
Hot electricity
Never the same place
You brought the storm
The ground will
never be the same
again
Rain
Rain
Go
Away
Please
Just
Go
Away
{Prompt: Lightning in 30 words, can't use the word "bolt", use the word "lightning" only once}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
Touch unwanted
Hot electricity
Never the same place
You brought the storm
The ground will
never be the same
again
Rain
Rain
Go
Away
Please
Just
Go
Away
{Prompt: Lightning in 30 words, can't use the word "bolt", use the word "lightning" only once}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
Addict
Pop
Swallow
Endure
Fake strength
Fake attitude
Fake facade
Pop
Swallow
Endure
Hate the world
Hate my life
Hate myself
Pop
Swallow
Endure
Pain in walking
Pain in standing
Pain in living
Pop
Swallow
Endure
Of all the things in life
Love hurts the most
Pop
Swallow
Endure
{Prompt: Write a poem inspired by a House M.D. character: 1) Dr. Gregory House}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
Swallow
Endure
Fake strength
Fake attitude
Fake facade
Pop
Swallow
Endure
Hate the world
Hate my life
Hate myself
Pop
Swallow
Endure
Pain in walking
Pain in standing
Pain in living
Pop
Swallow
Endure
Of all the things in life
Love hurts the most
Pop
Swallow
Endure
{Prompt: Write a poem inspired by a House M.D. character: 1) Dr. Gregory House}
Copyright: July 15, 2013
I Loved You Once in Silence
I loved you once in silence
No words spoken
Only messages exchanged
Quickly
Continuously
Successively
The silence all around
The noise only in my head
I can hear your voice
In every word
Every laugh
Every sigh
A constant virtual presence
Keeping me grounded
Unable to drift to reality
Giving me peace
Tranquility
Sanity
Right now you're gone
In a distant land
Cut off from me
I still love you
Miss you
Choose you
The silence is swallowing me
Your voice but a whisper
Only in my memory
Longing to see you
Hold you
Touch you
Soon you will return
I can't wait for that day
I will be free of the silence
Although I loved you once in the silence
I loved you even more when you set me free
Hurry back and release me
{Prompt: "I loved you once in silence"}
Copyright: July 14, 2013
No words spoken
Only messages exchanged
Quickly
Continuously
Successively
The silence all around
The noise only in my head
I can hear your voice
In every word
Every laugh
Every sigh
A constant virtual presence
Keeping me grounded
Unable to drift to reality
Giving me peace
Tranquility
Sanity
Right now you're gone
In a distant land
Cut off from me
I still love you
Miss you
Choose you
The silence is swallowing me
Your voice but a whisper
Only in my memory
Longing to see you
Hold you
Touch you
Soon you will return
I can't wait for that day
I will be free of the silence
Although I loved you once in the silence
I loved you even more when you set me free
Hurry back and release me
{Prompt: "I loved you once in silence"}
Copyright: July 14, 2013
Fat Tuesday
Fat Tuesday
Starving Yourself Wednesday
Weakened Thursday
Dizziness Sets in Friday
Temptation Saturday
Strong Willed Sunday
Mirror Monday
Fat Tuesday
{Prompt: Start poem with "Fat Tuesday" and add 18 words}
Copyright: July 12, 2013
Starving Yourself Wednesday
Weakened Thursday
Dizziness Sets in Friday
Temptation Saturday
Strong Willed Sunday
Mirror Monday
Fat Tuesday
{Prompt: Start poem with "Fat Tuesday" and add 18 words}
Copyright: July 12, 2013
Every Person has a Color
Every person has a color
I can see it on them, in them, through them
It lingers in the way they move
Pulses in the way they breathe
Cascades with every emotion
Green, the color of me
A mixture of both cool and warm
Cool for the nature
Calm, Collected, Caring
Warm for the temperament
Lively, Loyal, Loving
A blending into being
Green, the very center of my soul
Look me in the heart and you will see it there
Rough around the edges in mind and body
Every movement calculated and permeated
Each beat flowing through me, in me, on me
Every person has a color
Even me
{There was a prompt, but the host deleted it}
Copyright: July 12, 2013
I can see it on them, in them, through them
It lingers in the way they move
Pulses in the way they breathe
Cascades with every emotion
Green, the color of me
A mixture of both cool and warm
Cool for the nature
Calm, Collected, Caring
Warm for the temperament
Lively, Loyal, Loving
A blending into being
Green, the very center of my soul
Look me in the heart and you will see it there
Rough around the edges in mind and body
Every movement calculated and permeated
Each beat flowing through me, in me, on me
Every person has a color
Even me
{There was a prompt, but the host deleted it}
Copyright: July 12, 2013
W.O.K.
Will you ever really listen?
Or have your ears deafened?
Kindness does not forever last.
{Prompt: "WOK" in precisely 15 words}
Copyright: July 12, 2013
Or have your ears deafened?
Kindness does not forever last.
{Prompt: "WOK" in precisely 15 words}
Copyright: July 12, 2013
Forgiven
You ask me to forgive you
But you have done no wrong in my eyes
Forgive yourself is what you need to do
Only then can you release the lies
{Prompt: Forgiveness in 30 words exactly}
Copyright: July 10, 2013
But you have done no wrong in my eyes
Forgive yourself is what you need to do
Only then can you release the lies
{Prompt: Forgiveness in 30 words exactly}
Copyright: July 10, 2013
Heart Journey
Your Home is where your Heart is
My heart has always been with you
Ever since you opened its glass windows and peered inside, you took ownership of the contents within.
So journey into my heart
You will find my love for you there
I met you and the transparent glass panes started quivering
Knowing. Hoping. Waiting
Feeling your presence drawing closer
Longing to be opened
Letting out the love never shared
Wishing to be mended in the cracks
You touched my heart and the windows bent to your will
You quickly jumped inside before they knew what was happening.
You calmed my heart's fears like a child afraid of the dark.
You brought the light to shine again
You crooned my heart to beat confident once more
You didn't even know what was in store
A heart once walled, now crumbled.
A heart since gated, now unlocked.
A heart of broken glass, now mended.
A heart darkened, now enlightened.
A heart lonely, now a pair.
The Journey continues as memories are made
Constantly playing over in each pane of fragile glass.
Before where there was nothing, there is life, love, hope.
My heart will never be the same again.
So, tread gently as you go through the chambers
If you break the glass, it may be irreparable.
{Prompt: "If my heart had windows, you'd see a heart full of love just for you..."}
Copyright: July 10, 2013
My heart has always been with you
Ever since you opened its glass windows and peered inside, you took ownership of the contents within.
So journey into my heart
You will find my love for you there
I met you and the transparent glass panes started quivering
Knowing. Hoping. Waiting
Feeling your presence drawing closer
Longing to be opened
Letting out the love never shared
Wishing to be mended in the cracks
You touched my heart and the windows bent to your will
You quickly jumped inside before they knew what was happening.
You calmed my heart's fears like a child afraid of the dark.
You brought the light to shine again
You crooned my heart to beat confident once more
You didn't even know what was in store
A heart once walled, now crumbled.
A heart since gated, now unlocked.
A heart of broken glass, now mended.
A heart darkened, now enlightened.
A heart lonely, now a pair.
The Journey continues as memories are made
Constantly playing over in each pane of fragile glass.
Before where there was nothing, there is life, love, hope.
My heart will never be the same again.
So, tread gently as you go through the chambers
If you break the glass, it may be irreparable.
{Prompt: "If my heart had windows, you'd see a heart full of love just for you..."}
Copyright: July 10, 2013
Envy
Envy is a sin unavoidable as I feel your heart.
You will never love me like you love her.
We are a perfect match that cannot be.
You watch her with tender eyes adoring.
Eyes that will never see me.
Someday another will be mine.
Though I won't forget
I can't wait
Your hers
Forever
{Prompt: Envy in 36-56 words}
Copyright: July 9, 2013
You will never love me like you love her.
We are a perfect match that cannot be.
You watch her with tender eyes adoring.
Eyes that will never see me.
Someday another will be mine.
Though I won't forget
I can't wait
Your hers
Forever
{Prompt: Envy in 36-56 words}
Copyright: July 9, 2013
Water Bucket
Some days I feel like a water bucket
that has taken the trip to the spigot too many times.
Each time never fully empty
Water is poured in seemingly endlessly
The carrier expecting me to bare all of the water given
Even though I am at my limit.
Water spills over the top and collects on the floor
Tears pouring from my rim
as I wait for the water to stop.
It never does.
{Prompt: (optional) water buckets, 100 words, free verse or sonnet}
Copyright: October 8, 2012
that has taken the trip to the spigot too many times.
Each time never fully empty
Water is poured in seemingly endlessly
The carrier expecting me to bare all of the water given
Even though I am at my limit.
Water spills over the top and collects on the floor
Tears pouring from my rim
as I wait for the water to stop.
It never does.
{Prompt: (optional) water buckets, 100 words, free verse or sonnet}
Copyright: October 8, 2012
PTSD
I've wrote you many poems, but this will be my last.
I don't want to waste the creativity on you anymore.
You aren't worth the struggle.
But, I will write to you one last time.
The thoughts of what you did to me never fully vanquish.
Little moments spark memories etched into my brain.
I can still hear your breathing.
I can still see your eyes in the dim light.
I can still feel your hair on my face.
I can't handle the memories.
Please stop torturing me like this.
Time is not healing this wound.
Stay away and don't come back.
Denying that you are at fault makes you look weak not me.
{Prompt: Mental Health day}
Copyright: October 7, 2012
I don't want to waste the creativity on you anymore.
You aren't worth the struggle.
But, I will write to you one last time.
The thoughts of what you did to me never fully vanquish.
Little moments spark memories etched into my brain.
I can still hear your breathing.
I can still see your eyes in the dim light.
I can still feel your hair on my face.
I can't handle the memories.
Please stop torturing me like this.
Time is not healing this wound.
Stay away and don't come back.
Denying that you are at fault makes you look weak not me.
{Prompt: Mental Health day}
Copyright: October 7, 2012
Poor Mary
Poor Mary is a-bleeding,
a-bleeding, a-bleeding.
Poor Mary is a-bleeding
In a room all by herself.
Why are you bleeding,
bleeding, bleeding?
Why are you bleeding
in a room all by yourself?
I'm bleeding out my feeling,
my feelings, my feelings.
I'm bleeding out my feelings,
in a room all by myself.
Don't bleed out all your feelings,
your feelings, your feelings.
Don't bleed out all your feelings
in a room all by yourself.
Don't succumb to the darkness,
the darkness, the darkness.
Don't succumb to the darkness
in a room all by yourself.
{Prompt: Twisted nursery rhymes- Take a nursery rhyme and make it dark and twisted}
Copyright: October 6, 2012
a-bleeding, a-bleeding.
Poor Mary is a-bleeding
In a room all by herself.
Why are you bleeding,
bleeding, bleeding?
Why are you bleeding
in a room all by yourself?
I'm bleeding out my feeling,
my feelings, my feelings.
I'm bleeding out my feelings,
in a room all by myself.
Don't bleed out all your feelings,
your feelings, your feelings.
Don't bleed out all your feelings
in a room all by yourself.
Don't succumb to the darkness,
the darkness, the darkness.
Don't succumb to the darkness
in a room all by yourself.
{Prompt: Twisted nursery rhymes- Take a nursery rhyme and make it dark and twisted}
Copyright: October 6, 2012
Empathy
I can't bear to feel your pain anymore.
Every class we have together feels the same
Your emotions wash over me like an un-dammed river
This hole where my heart was is a gaping wound
The tears flow easily, because my mind has no time to stop them
Reeling from the sudden impact, I cannot speak
Why you feel this way, I do not know.
I don't even know who you are.
All I can do is pray for you and hope it helps.
Maybe someday I'll fill in the blanks,
but for now, I suffer in silence.
{Prompt: Write Sadness, 10-16 lines}
Copyright: October 6, 2012
Every class we have together feels the same
Your emotions wash over me like an un-dammed river
This hole where my heart was is a gaping wound
The tears flow easily, because my mind has no time to stop them
Reeling from the sudden impact, I cannot speak
Why you feel this way, I do not know.
I don't even know who you are.
All I can do is pray for you and hope it helps.
Maybe someday I'll fill in the blanks,
but for now, I suffer in silence.
{Prompt: Write Sadness, 10-16 lines}
Copyright: October 6, 2012
Halloween
On Halloween I can feel normal again.
It's dusk.
Hundreds of kids run around in costumes.
Teenagers are covered in makeup and fake blood.
I can remember when the scars weren't real and the blood was still fake,
But on this one day I can blend in.
Nobody can see enough detail to doubt my stories.
The dusk hides my lies.
On the day when everybody else is pretending to be something that they are not, I can actually be myself.
Parading your children around with false identities taking candy from strangers is normal;
Battling inner demons however is not.
My everyday is Halloween.
{Prompt: Pen a Halloween tale}
Copyright: October 6, 2012
Hundreds of kids run around in costumes.
Teenagers are covered in makeup and fake blood.
I can remember when the scars weren't real and the blood was still fake,
But on this one day I can blend in.
Nobody can see enough detail to doubt my stories.
The dusk hides my lies.
On the day when everybody else is pretending to be something that they are not, I can actually be myself.
Parading your children around with false identities taking candy from strangers is normal;
Battling inner demons however is not.
My everyday is Halloween.
{Prompt: Pen a Halloween tale}
Copyright: October 6, 2012
Four
One is tender-hearted.
She is the talkative one.
Communication is her outlet in life.
The radio talker, poetry writer, song singer
She breathes life into the room with every word that she speaks into existence
One feels lonely sometimes.
She needs others to command her heart beats now and again.
She forgets that she commands the room with her smile.
Without her the environment would be grey and silent.
Her color is pale mint, a naturalist in essence, vibrant in beauty, but pastel in tenderness.
One is truly unique
An extrovert exterior and an introvert interior
Thriving on touch and generosity
One
Two is strong
She is the bold one.
The decision-maker
Without her nothing would ever be accomplished.
Her bluntness comes from her inner strength, a past necessity.
Two is soft on the inside.
A true heart lies deep beyond her dry wit and masked face
A wealth of compassion can be found there, ready to spring up when called for
Sometimes she forgets to breathe in the emotions of humanness.
Cleanly in habit and face, she orders her life
Two is brown in color.
She is as natural as the earth, A necessity for growth and support
Two
Three is understated
Her subtlety is profound
But every so often she pops to life and makes the room laugh.
She is a precious flower.
Tender, gentle, and delicate
Three is the quiet one, but she is calculated.
She is graceful and smooth in all she accomplishes
People intimidate her, but unnecessarily
For she is stronger than she thinks she is.
Sweet, and never bitter, she is a true caring friend.
Three is purple in color.
Deep in shade, but light in heart.
She complements all the other colors, each relationship different.
Three
Four is loving
She is the understanding one.
Empathy incarnate, she holds the world's problems withing.
Always ready to lend out her heart
She walks in the shadow of things.
Sometimes assumed introverted and quiet
She surprises those close to her with bursts of wit and laughter.
A lively, lovely personality despite the scars on her heart
Four finds the good in all and nurishes the soul.
She is gentle and kind, but defensive of those she loves.
Four is blue, a shade that changes in each light
Slate, baby blue, cyan, she adapts
Four
One plus Two plus Three plus me is four.
Four is a perfect number, for each is never truly alone.
{The "Four" stanza was written for me, about me, by a truly beautiful soul}
Copyright: October 6, 2012
Poetic Beginnings
This is going to be a running log of my poetry for anybody who would like to keep up. I may not post all of the poetry I've written here. Some of it is not for everybody's eyes. But a majority will be posted.
Most of the poetry I write is on a website where "contests" take place to win invisible trophies. So, a lot of my poems are based on prompts. The prompt will be at the bottom if you're interested. If you'd like to get to know me better, or take a look into my past, or if you're just bored and need something to do, here ya go lol.
Thanks for reading :)
Most of the poetry I write is on a website where "contests" take place to win invisible trophies. So, a lot of my poems are based on prompts. The prompt will be at the bottom if you're interested. If you'd like to get to know me better, or take a look into my past, or if you're just bored and need something to do, here ya go lol.
Thanks for reading :)
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- Ray
- 27 years old, language enthusiast.